The old man spent more than a few minutes at his task. Taking his time, in fact, as if there was nothing more important to do on this cloudy, mild, December day other than sweep out the floor of the garage. He used a push broom-a long wooden pole with worn, bent, black bristles that he pulled towards himself instead of pushing, making you wonder why he did it that way. But he was methodical, that was for sure, starting at the far right hand corner and working his way across the floor to the left. He'd backed his old four-door Ford out onto the driveway before he'd begun, the weather being a balmy forty-three degrees, not like a Minnesota winter at all. A good day to work outside. He had the entire two car space to sweep, getting rid of sand and gravel and grit, all accumulated during the last few weeks; weeks when it had snowed, then rained and then been followed by this warm up they were presently experiencing. He called the stuff debris and there was a lot of it on the floor. And now there he was, sweeping (or pulling, rather) the broom over the cracked and stained concrete surface with a deliberation that, after a while, made you sort of admire him for being so conscientious.
He was slightly bent in the back and
he seemed to carry there a lifetime of physical work and stiffness as he paused
to rest and adjust the hat he wore. The wool stocking hat his wife had knit for
him for Christmas three years ago, the year before she'd died. It gave him a
sense of more than warmth, something closer to security, knowing that, though
gone from this world, she was still with him in so many little ways; little ways
like this treasured hat, knit for him by her knowing fingers using hand-dyed
wool from Ireland. Its heathery-orange was a color he loved and they'd picked
it out while shopping together at her favorite yarn shop. The hat covered his thinning
hair which nearly matched the color of his jeans, so well worn from all those years
of washing that they, like his hair, were almost white.
Above him, in the rafters, a red squirrel
had taken up residence. And what a nuisance that rodent was, scattering chewed
up black walnut hulls and pulverized shell powder all over the place, adding to
the debris on the floor. For years those black walnuts had been the bane of the
old man's existence. Trees out in the yard dropped the nuts throughout the
summer and the neighborhood squirrels collected them, storing them everywhere. This
particular red squirrel acted like he owned the garage, or at least the space
in the rafters. This was the second year it had been up there. What a mess, the
old guy thought to himself, unscrewing the brush part of the broom from the
handle and using it to sweep off his work bench. It was located along the left
hand wall unfortunately positioned directly below where the majority of hulls
seemed to be strategically stored. Hulls that now were tumbling off the bench
onto the floor, bouncing and rolling all over the place as he went after them
methodically, brushing the work surface clean. When he was finished he sighed
as he put the broom back together and continued with his sweeping, thinking he
should probably do something about that damn squirrel. Well, maybe next year. For
now it was just him, all alone out there, pulling the broom, stepping to the
left and pulling it some more, debris piles getting larger as he worked his way
across to the left hand wall. Then, shuffling in his work boots, he slowly and
stiffly made his way back across to the right hand side of the garage to start
the process all over again. Almost like a dance, it looked like, this old guy
and his broom.
He didn't notice but up in the
rafters the resident red squirrel was watching. Normally an aggressive species,
for now the squirrel was content to just look down on the old guy, choosing not
to chatter and scold and cause a commotion. The squirrel could wait. It had
stored hundreds if not thousands of black walnuts up in the safely of the
rafters. It had a whole winter ahead and lots of nuts to crack open, lots of
debris to scatter. The squirrel was warm and safe as it watched becoming mesmerized
by the way the old man worked, back and forth, back and forth. After awhile
it's eyes grew heavy and it fell asleep.
The squirrel could have no way of
knowing, of course, but It has been like this for a few years now, this
obsession of the old man's with cleaning out the garage. Ever since he'd lost his wife to cancer two
years ago, just before the winter holidays began, he has felt compelled to keep
things clean. Both inside the house (the home they'd shared for over forty
years) and outside. This compulsion of his is strong in him. This overwhelming
desire, or need, really, to keep things tidy. To be honest, she had been more of
the one to do the inside work and he the outside during the years they'd been
married. Back when she'd been alive. It just worked out that way. A silently
agreed upon splitting up of tasks and division of labor. It had served them
well. But now with her gone he has taken it upon himself to do both. Both the
work inside the house and outside. One could insert the word try here when it comes
to the inside cleaning. He would never measure up to her standards when it came
to housework, of course, but he tried. He did his best. But it was the outside
work, like taking care of the gardens or cutting the grass or, for sure, like
sweeping out the garage, that he felt he was in his best element. Felt he
really shined. Especially when it came to keeping the garage floor clean. So
that's what he does now. And he does it with a care and a passion that, if you
took the time to watch and think about, was really quite remarkable.
Remarkable maybe or, at the very
least, touching. This old man, living by himself, sweeping out the garage on a
mild winter's day. Watched over by a sleepy red squirrel as he moves across the
floor, working with his broom, sweeping back and forth, back and forth, as if
time has no more meaning to him than this. This sweeping and cleaning all the
while as he remembers the past and all those good years he and his wife spent
together. Those good years and their life long bond and how they had enjoyed
taking care of their home both inside and out.
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