If you are interested in hearing the original song, go to the link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PcmvwFcfWmY
The Rockin' Robins
Poppy was ten
years old and in the fifth grade. She had long, reddish blond hair which her
mother often braided for her. She was prone to freckles. She was skinny and
liked to wear flower patterned cotton dresses. Unlike most girls, whose
favorite color was pink, Poppy's was orange. She lived in a comfortable, three
bedroom rambler in a suburb south of Minneapolis with her mom, dad and younger
brother. She had a pet cat named Laura who slept with her every night. Everything
about Poppy and her life was normal except for one thing: her eyes.
When she was six months old she developed
Strabismus, a condition which caused her to be extremely cross-eyed. Because of
this her childhood was not what you would call normal. Her early years centered
around bi-monthly physical therapy sessions where she had to learn to train her
eye muscles to focus on one object. This was hard to do because her eyes tended
to wander all over the place. But with practice she learned how to do it. By
the time she was nearly four years old, she was ninety-five percent cured,
though her vision was blurry and she had to wear glasses with thick, corrective
lens in order to see clearly.
Starting in preschool, despite her
teacher's best efforts, many classmates began calling her names like 'four
eyes' and 'crazy crossed eyes' and generally making fun of her. But being
different was Ok with Poppy. Throughout her young life she had learned to be
happy being by herself. Her favorite pastime was singing. Being shaped by poor
vision in her early years, she was unable to focus on anything tiny. Therefore,
her mother allowed her to watch videos and movies because it was easy for her
to see the images on the screen. She was allowed to watch one per day. Her
favorites became 'Strawberry Shortcake' when she was young and 'Annie' when she
was older. She loved to sing along with the characters, imaging herself
actually in the scenes on the screen,
twirling and dancing and moving to the rhythm of the music.
In short, Poppy had grown to be a
well adjusted child who had a mellow disposition and took things in stride. Being
made fun of in school for being different didn't bother her too much. Not much,
that was, until one day she started feeling different in a different kind of
way. It all started just after spring break when a new kid came into her class.
He was introduced as Sidney. He was tall
and skinny and wore braces. Right away you just knew he was going to be picked
on for his appearance. He had red hair that stuck up all over the place, a face
covered in freckles and he even wore a flannel shirt buttoned all the way up.
But on top all that he wore glasses just a thick as hers. He was assigned the
seat in her row right in front of her.
"Hi," he said with a grin,
as he sat down and pretended to tip an imaginary hat. He pointed with his thumb
toward the teacher. "They call me Sidney, but you can call me Sid."
There was something interesting about
this goofy looking new kid and Poppy had a good feeling about him.
"Hi," she answered right back. "You can call me Poppy." And
then a thought came to her that she'd never had before. Maybe they just might
become friends.
Sid was not excited
to be finishing off the 5th grade in a new school. It was nothing against his
new teacher, Ms. Swenson, who seemed nice enough. And nothing really against
any of the kids in his class, although that skinny, goofy looking girl named
Poppy seemed nice. No, it was just that he wasn't in the mood to be inside
listening to some teacher drone on and on about whatever. He'd rather be
outside. He'd rather be tramping the hills and fields near where he lived
looking for birds and watching the clouds. Mainly, though, he just wanted to be
by himself.
The past few months had not been
easy for Sid. His mom and dad had split up again, and his dad had moved out. Actually,
been kicked out. His mom had finally had enough of his drinking and 'carousing'
as she called it. She had given him the boot and she and Sid and Sid's kid
sister had moved to an apartment complex on the edge of the suburb where Poppy
and her family lived. Which was fine. Sid was used to moving around. His dad
had a tough time keeping a job and they rarely were in one place for more than
a year. Fortunately Sid's mom, Grace, was a hard worker and could usually find
employment somewhere. Right now she was a cashier at a Safeway grocery store
only about a five minute drive from the apartment. They barely had enough money
to live on, but they were getting by.
Oh, well, Sid thought to himself as
he turned his attention to the board where Ms. Swanson was illustrating some
sort of math problem, school will be out for the year in just a few months. He'll
just try to make the most of it, try to adjust and fit in. Try not to let it
get him down too much. Just then that girl sitting behind him gave him a poke
and when he turned around she handed him a note. He took it and hid it behind
one hand as he opened it with the other.
Want to sit together at lunch?
It read. Do to his family moving around so much, Sid wasn't used to having
friends. Wasn't used to even hanging out with anyone. Because of this he could
have been bitter, but he wasn't. He actually had a pretty good attitude about
it all. He had become resigned to a life that wasn't as normal as most other
kids. Fitting in was something he didn't feel he had to do. Still, though
different looking, that girl Poppy seemed nice enough. Besides, who was he to
be concerned about how someone looked? He decided to give it a try. What did he
have to lose? He wrote Sure on the
note and passed it back.
When the lunch bell rang they walked
down the hall together, found a spot to sit off by themselves and started
talking. Probably because they were both so different looking they were comfortable
with each other and hit it off right away. While they talked Poppy was aware of
the other kids in the lunch room watching them. That was OK. She was used to
being viewed as somewhat strange and it didn't bother her. She asked Sid where
he was from and he gave her an abbreviated story of his life.
"Right now we're living at
those Hillside Apartments. The ones down off Skyline Drive. About two miles
from here." Sid indicated behind him with his hand. Talking to Poppy wasn't
as hard as he thought it would it might be. She was friendly and easy to talk
with. Her thick glasses didn't bother him at all.
Poppy nodded, "I know where
those are." Sid was living in apartments that were for folks who were
considered down and out. At least that's what a lot of people in the area referred
to them as. Poppy didn't care about that at all. She was enjoying talking with
Sid. Most of her life had been spent talking to adults. She'd given up trying
to make friends with any of the girls her own age years ago. She didn't need
the constant reminder of how odd she looked with the thick lenses in her
glasses and the teasing that went along with it. Sid seemed different. He
didn't seem to mind how she looked at all. "How long have you lived there?"
she asked, just to keep him talking.
"Well, we just moved in,
obviously," Sid said, laughing, implying that today was his first day of
class so he was new to the area. Classes had just started up after a week off
for Spring break.
"Oh, yeah, right," Poppy
said, "Obviously." And Sid laughed some more. He took off his glasses
and cleaned them with his shirt tail. It felt good to him to be talking with
someone his own age. In every other school he'd been to he'd be ostracized
immediately for being both the new kid and because of how he looked. For some
reason being a skinny kid with red hair and freckles who wore glasses and had
braces seemed an easy target. It wasn't fair, but Sid had learned during his
short life that life was anything but fair. This school was no different. As he
talked to Poppy he noticed a group of boys two tables over talking amongst
themselves, pointing and looking over at him. They all had that clean, polished
look of well-to-do guys whose parents probably bought them everything they
wanted. He'd seen it time and time again. He figured they'd pick on him pretty
soon and try to start a fight. He was getting sick of having to prove himself
all the time. But that's the way it was. What else was new? He turned his
attention back to Poppy.
"Where do you live?" Sid
asked. The more he talked with Poppy the more comfortable he was getting. It
was a new experience, talking to someone his own age like this. It made him
feel good. He liked the feeling.
"Actually, not too far from
you. We're about a mile from here on the other side of Skyline from where you
are. I sometimes walk home after school," she said, "If I feel like
it. I like to be outside. Watching birds and stuff." She added that last
bit just to see what Sid would say. He surprised her.
"I like being outside,
too," he exclaimed. "Sometimes I can walk for hours," he paused,
"Well, maybe not hours, especially in the winter, but..." he stopped
again, flustered, "Well, you know what I mean." He laughed and Poppy
joined him.
"Yeah, I get it. I just like to
be by myself sometimes and just think about stuff."
"Yeah me too."
"Do you like to read?"
"Yep, I do," Sid said,
nodding his head, "A lot. Right now I'm into the Hardy Boys mysteries."
"Nancy Drew, for me,"
Poppy said smiling.
And it may have seemed like a little
thing, but it really was something big for these two unassuming kids who until
this day never had a friend or someone their own age to hang out with and talk
to, and now all of a sudden there was someone with whom they shared some common
interests. Both Poppy and Sid had the feeling that things were going to change
for the better for them. And they did.
Poppy's family was not rich, but
they lived comfortably enough. Both her parents worked. Poppy took the bus to
and from school with her younger brother. Poppy's aunt Benny, her mom's younger
sister, took care of them in the afternoon until one or the other of her
parents got home. But like she'd told Sid, Poppy sometimes did walk home, as
long as she cleared it with her parents first. They let her because they wanted
to show her they had trust in her. They had bought her a simple flip style cell
phone that she used to stay in contact with them and her aunt. As her
friendship with Sid grew, she took to calling him occasionally in the evening
on her phone.
"What are you up too?" was
usually the first thing she said when Sid came on the line, which he thought
funny. Not Hi or Hey, it's me, Poppy. He was liking her more and more and how she
was a different and unique. Not like anyone he'd ever known before.
"Not much. Just working on my
homework."
"How's it going?" she
asked. Poppy was an excellent student.
"I suppose you're all
done," Sid said, giving her a hard time. School and studying were not his
strong suit. But he liked learning. He just had to work at it.
"Well...." Poppy said,
teasing, drawing it out. "Maybe."
Sid laughed. "I got the math Ok,
it's just that history assignment. I've lived in this state all my life and I
just don't get some of this Minnesota history stuff.
"It's pretty easy. Just
memorizing. I'll get my book and help you with it."
"Thank, Poppy, I appreciate
it."
"No problem. I'm going to get
the book right now. It's in my pack in the front hall by the door.
Sid could tell she was walking
through her house carrying the phone. He heard her say Hi to her mom and dad and a television going in the background. "What'cha
watching?" she asked and he heard a muffled answer. "Cool," he
heard her say. Then she said to him, "Hey, Sid, listen to this." She
was obviously holding the phone toward the TV. He could hear music. It sounded
like some kind of old music. His mom played it every now and then. Rock and
Roll music from the '50's or '60's. He was unfamiliar with the song, but had to
admit it had a good beat. Kind of catchy. "What do you think of
that?" Poppy asked when the song was over.
"It was alright, I guess,"
Sid answered, not sure where this conversation was headed.
"Let's get this homework of
yours finished," she said. "Then I'll tell you something. I've got an
idea." When they were finished she filled him in on what she was thinking
about. "You know that talent contest that's coming up at the end of the
school year?"
"Yeah, what about it?" he
asked, a bit of hesitation in his voice.
"I was thinking it might be fun
to enter it."
"Well, go ahead," he said.
"You'd be good at it." He wanted to encourage her. He knew that Poppy
liked to sing and dance to music videos. She had told him more than a few
times.
"I was thinking of entering it
with you."
Sweat immediately broke out on Sid's
brow. "Whoa..Wait a minute," he blurted out. "What are you
talking about? I'm not talented in anything. Besides, we'd have to perform in
front of people and that would make me nervous. Really nervous," he added
with the emphasis on really.
Poppy laughed, "Calm down. I
know what you mean. I'm nervous in front of people too. That's kind of why I
want to do it."
Sid had never in his life heard
anything so crazy. "Are you nuts?"
"Just hold on a minute and let
me explain." Poppy could hear Sid's breathing on the phone. "Hey, are
you Ok?" She asked, concerned.
He took a moment, calming down.
"Yeah, I'm Ok. I'm not sure I'm ready for this."
"Look, I won't make you do
something you don't want to do, Ok? Take a deep breath and just listen to my
idea." Her voice was soothing and calming.
"Ok. Go ahead."Sid was
feeling a little better knowing Poppy wasn't going to make him do something he
didn't want to do. But when she got done telling him her idea, much to his
surprise, he was thinking he might join her. It might be fun, and, like Poppy
had said, it sure would be interesting.
Her idea was to participate in the talent
show held at the end of the school year and sing a song with Sid. The song was
called 'Rockin' Robin' which was an old rock and roll song from the '50's.
She'd heard it on the television when she walked through the room where her
parents were watching a PBS special about old time rock and roll singers. She
couldn't get the song out of her head.
"Here, listen to it
again," she said. "I've got it playing on YouTube." She had gone
to her parent's computer and pulled the song up. "Here goes." She
held the phone by the computer's speakers.
Sid listened. He had to admit that
it was a pretty neat song. It had a great beat to it and he felt himself
tapping his fingers on his thigh to the beat. He getting so that he kind of
liked it.
When it was over Poppy continued
with her idea. "I'll get my dad to copy the song onto a CD. I've got a
little boom box and we can play the song on the boom box and sing along with it
for the talent show. I think it would be kind of cool." She paused and
added, "I'm sick of always not doing things just because everyone thinks
I'm a freak or something."
Sid kind of got what she was saying.
Always be made fun of for being different was a real pain. This was a chance to
show everyone, especially their classmates, that they could do something. That
they were more than just geeky wallflowers. Plus, he liked his friendship with
Poppy. If she wanted to do it, what the heck, what did he have to lose?
"I'm in," he said with a bit of a flourish, causing Poppy to laugh.
"What's the next step?"
"I'll get my dad to print the
words to the song off the computer and I'll bring them to school
tomorrow."
"We should practice, too."
"Yeah, I know. Definitely. Can
you come over to my house after school sometimes? Or I could come over to you
place."
Sid thought about it. He and Poppy
had been friends now for about a month. He'd gone to her place a few times
after school to play and hang out. She'd never been to his apartment although
she knew exactly where he lived. "Let me ask my mom," he said.
"I'll let you know what she thinks tomorrow."
"Ok," said Poppy.
"I'm pretty excited about this."
"Me, too," Sid said. He was
amazed with himself that he was really starting to get on board with Poppy's
idea. He was remembering a fight he'd gotten into a few days after he had
started school. One of those kids from
the lunch room had knocked his books out of his hand as he walked down the hall
and then pushed him over when he'd bent down to pick them up. The gang of boys that
the kid hung around with were all there laughing at him. When Sid got up the
kid pushed him again and he fell backward over a guy who'd knelt down behind
him and he ended up sprawled out on the floor. The kid then kicked him once in
the stomach and walked away, leaving Sid rolling in pain. It was over so quick
that he didn't even have a chance to respond. No teachers even came to break it
up, it happened so fast. Fortunately, the gang of boys had left him pretty much
alone after that, but the damage was done. He felt like he was a wimp. Someone
who couldn't take care of himself. But he wasn't a fighter anyway and if he
tried to fight back he'd just get beat up again. He was an Ok student, but
wasn't athletic and possessed none of the skills that most of the popular kids
had. Still he felt like he wanted to show everybody that he was something. He
wasn't sure what that something was, but he felt like this might be a chance to
show he could do something. Be good at something. He was starting to get
excited about it. "Can you play the song again?" he asked. And before
they had hung up, they'd listened to it on YouTube three more times. Sid almost
had it memorized and it was stuck in his brain like super-glue and he didn't
mind that at all.
The next day at school Poppy gave
him a print out of the words to 'Rockin Robin'. The singer was Bobby Day and
the song had been a hit in 1958. "Have you thought anymore about doing the
talent show?" she asked, wondering if maybe her friend would get cold feet
and back out.
But Sid was definitely all in.
"Yeah, I'm pretty excited," he said, for some reason trying to be
cool and put on an attitude about the whole thing.
Poppy gave him a look like she knew
what he was doing. "Come on, show some enthusiasm," she prompted him.
"This could be a lot of fun."
Sid grinned, more at himself than at
Poppy. He was not very good at putting on a false front. "Yeah, I know.
I'm actually looking forward to it." He made a little dancing move in his
desk, causing Poppy to laugh.
Then their teacher Ms. Swenson
walked in and told the class to be quiet. Poppy and Sid looked at each other
and grinned, happy to being sharing their own secret.
They talked at lunch about how they
were going to get ready for the show. It was still a month away, so they had
time, but they still needed a plan. Both the kids were the oldest of the
siblings in their families. They were each used to taking responsibility when
it came to everything from babysitting to doing chores around their respective
home or apartment.
"Can you come over to my house
and practice?" Poppy asked Sid as she munched on the celery and humus she'd brought from home.
"Maybe. You know I have to take
care of Lisa after school." Lisa was Sid's kid sister who was two years
younger. They rode the bus home together. "I'll ask my mom." He was
eye-balling Poppy's lunch. "How can you eat that stuff?" he finally
asked. Poppy laughed. "Here, try some," she pushed a stick of humus
slathered celery toward Sid, who cringed. "Thanks but no thanks. I'll stick
to my peanut butter and jelly sandwich if it's all the same to you." He
pretended to shudder a little, making Poppy laugh and he then went back to what
they'd been talking about. "Maybe you could come over to my place,"
he suggested. Sid's mom usually got home from work around 5:30 pm, an hour and
a half after her kids got home. Sometimes she had to work a later shift, but
usually she was there throughout the dinner and bedtime hours.
"I'll ask my mom," Poppy
said. "She should be Ok with it. In the meantime we can just practice
singing on our own." She looked at Sid. "Do you still like the
song?"
Sid laughed, "Yeah I do. I
could hardly get it out of my head last night. Let me tell you, going to sleep
was not easy, ."
Poppy laughed, too. "I know.
That's why I think it will be fun to sing it at the talent show. It's such a
happy sounding song."
"It's in my head right now. I'm
snapping my fingers to it all the time." He demonstrated his finger
snapping technique.
Poppy laughed again. She was
enjoying this new side of her friend, usually so serious, now loosening up and
having fun. "Here, let me try," she said and started snapping her
fingers, too, much to the dismay of the people sitting around them, who
considered the two friends way out-in-left-field crazy. Poppy and Sid didn't
care one single bit, and they started singing their song with their heads close
together, giggling quietly and bobbing their heads to the music they made.
Sid talked to his mom and Poppy
talked to her mom and then the mom's talked and they all came up with a plan
and the plan was this: while the kids could each practice singing on their own,
getting together could only happen on the weekends. Sid would go over to
Poppy's on Saturday and Poppy would come over to Sid's on Sunday. That way the
parent's could monitor the kids and the kids could still get a good amount of
practice in. In the meantime, Poppy and Sid sang together every night on the
phone, which sounded marginally Ok to those listening. But the kids didn't
care. They were having fun and that was a big part of it. At least that's how
the parents saw it.
"She could be doing worse
things," Poppy's mom said to her husband. "What can it hurt?"
"Well my ear drums for one thing," her husband said, laughing, as his wife made a move to punch him. "Just kidding," he said. "I'm just happy she's made a friend."
"Well my ear drums for one thing," her husband said, laughing, as his wife made a move to punch him. "Just kidding," he said. "I'm just happy she's made a friend."
Which was true. From Poppy's
parent's perspective, seeing their daughter happy was a big thing for them.
Poppy's early years and troubles with her eyes had made her quiet and withdrawn.
Kids had picked on her, making their daughter very self conscious. But Poppy
was a fighter. Even though she was made fun of, she found ways to cope with the
teasing and hurtful taunting. She learned to sing and dance to the videos her
parents bought for her. She learned to enjoy reading after her eyes got fixed
and she got her new glasses. And she learned to be happy spending time with
herself and being creative in her own way. Which was all well and good and her
parent's appreciated their daughter's spirit, but they sometimes felt it would
be nice for her to have at least one friend. And now she did. She seemed happy
with Sid and that made her folks confident that this process of preparing for
the talent show was a positive experience for her.
Sid's mom felt pretty much the same
way. She was coping with being a single mother, trying to give as much time as
she could to her two kids. But she also had to work and that was a reality she
and her kids had to face. Her husband was not in the picture. She'd heard that
he had left the area to work in the oil fields in western North Dakota. He
occasionally sent back some money, but only rarely. She knew she had to depend
on herself. So when her son told her that he had made a friend she was happy for
him. For now, given her current situation, that was all any mother could ask
for. It didn't bother her in the leastl that her son's new friend was a girl.
School ended the last week in May on
a Friday. The talent show was the day before that on Thursday, three days after
Memorial Day. The kids had one month and a few days to prepare. They jumped in
with both feet.
Their first practice was the first
weekend in May at Poppy's. Sid rode his bike over in the afternoon. His mom was
home between shifts so he had a few hours to work on their song before he had
to get back and take care of his sister. Poppy's dad had made a copy of 'Rockin
Robin' and put it on a CD that Poppy could play on her little boom box. In
order to help them out he copied it over and over so they could just let the CD
run all the way to the end. The song was 2 minutes and 23 seconds long so they
could listen to it more than twenty times before starting the CD over again.
It's a good thing they liked the song because they soon realized that it was
going to be harder to sing than they thought it would be.
First of all, they had been singing
separately to themselves and into the phone receiver since the week before when
Poppy first came up with the idea. Singing separately was one thing. Singing
out loud with a partner right next to you was completely different and also
pretty challenging. Fortunately, the idea was to sing along with Bobby Day on
the song, so all they had to do was know the words, know where the breaks came
and sing in tune. Easier said than done. It didn't help that the chorus part of
the song used the words, ' Tweedle-lee-deedle-lee-dee,
tweedle-lee-dee-dee', repeated three times and they could not get through
the line without one or the other or both of them cracking up. Once Sid had to
leave the room he was laughing so hard, afraid he was going to wet his pants.
"Let's take a break,"
Poppy suggested, when he came back, his face red with a mixture of laughter and
embarrassment. "I'm kind of thirsty."
They'd been practicing in Poppy's
bedroom, which was an airy, well lit room in the front of the house. They went
into the kitchen where Poppy's mom was reading the newspaper and having a cup
of tea. "How's it going?" she asked, although she could easily hear
them from where she sat.
"Good, mom, we just need
something to drink." Poppy went to the refrigerator and poured some orange
juice for them. "Here you go, Sid." She put the glasses down and sat
at the table with her mom and motioned for Sid to sit down too.
Poppy's mom was a dental technician
and had seen her fair share of spoiled, bratty, stuck up kids, so her motherly
radar was up a few weeks earlier when had first met Sid. But she was quickly
put at ease. Sid was polite in a nice, honest way. He didn't seem phony, but
instead was a normal kid who just maybe had not had all the breaks in life a
lot of other kids had experienced. She was comfortable now with Sid as they all
chatted a bit. Then the kids got up and went to the sink to rinse their glasses.
She watched them head back down the hall to her daughter's bedroom to practice.
She was happy that Poppy had found a friend who seemed like he was a good kid. In
a few minutes she went outside and started cleaning the garage. 'Rockin' Robin'
was now stuck in her head. She had to smile, though, running a broom across the
floor, she did actually like the song, no matter how irritating it was to hear
it over and over and over, time after time after time.
Poppy and Sid ran through the CD
once more. When they were done they figured they'd sung the song over forty
times. Poppy had a calendar on the door and marked off the day with an X.
"Ok," she said, frowning, "Seven more practices to go. Think we
can do it?"
"Of course we can," Sid
said sounding confident. "It'll just take some more practice."
Sid was having a great time. Poppy
had a good voice, and his was kind of marginal, but getting better with
practice. As they sang, he was kind of dancing to the music. He had looked the
song up on YouTube and watched Bobby Day singing the song while kids did some
kind of rock and roll dance routine in the background. It was that style of
dancing that he was mimicking. He didn't care if he was good at it or not, he
was just having fun. He said good bye to Poppy and her mom and got on his bike,
riding home singing at top of his voice, not caring at all what the people that
passed him on the road were thinking. It felt good to be in a good mood for a
change.
The next day was Sunday. Poppy's dad
drove her over to the apartment complex where Sid and his mom and sister lived.
Hillside Apartments was a fifty unit, three story building about a mile down
Skyline from where Poppy and her family lived. It had been built in the
seventies during a building boom and had been going downhill ever since. The
brick facade was showing its age and paint was peeling around the windows. A
lot of Section 8 people called Hillside home. Poppy's dad took a deep breath as
he parked the car and got out. "Let's go see Sid," he said, trying to
sound upbeat and holding his daughter's hand. Hillside did not have best
reputation. "Which floor does he live on?"
"Sid said they're on the first
floor over on the corner. Unit 115, I think, " Poppy said, skipping a
little. She was in a good mood and looking forward to their practice session.
If she was concerned about anything having to do with the building they were
about to enter, she didn't let on. Her dad had to admire her for that.
They went in the front door and
buzzed apartment number 115. In a moment Sid answered. "Is that you,
Poppy?"
"Yep. Me and my dad," she
said.
"I'll buzz you in."
They walked through a set of security
doors and took a right, following an arrow pointing them to number 115. The
hallway was dingy and the carpet worn. Cooking smells filled the air, bacon,
fried meat and some kind of spice. As they walked down the hall, noise from
televisions could be easily heard as well as conversations from various
apartments. They knocked on the door and Sid answered.
"Hi Poppy. Come on in." He
opened the door to a nice, neat apartment that smelled faintly of vanilla, not
at all what Poppy's dad was prepared for. "Mom, come here. Meet Poppy and
her dad." Sid politely made the introductions.
"I've got the boom box,"
Poppy said. "Where should we practice?"
"Mom, is it Ok if we practice
in the bedroom?"
"Yes, it is. I'll keep your
sister out here with me."
"Thanks. Let's go, then,"
Sid grabbed the boom box and let the way down a short hall and into the
bedroom.
Sid's mom looked at Poppy's dad.
"I'm Grace," she said, "Good to meet you."
"Dan," Poppy's dad said,
smiling. "My wife is Mary." He then used his thumb to indicate where
their kids were, "They're pretty excited about this."
"They are. It's good to
see."
Grace motioned for Dan to sit at a
small, circular table that separated the kitchen from the living room and
offered him coffee and cookies. They spent a few minutes getting to know one
another. Dan was a math teacher at the high school in the next suburb south of
the one they all lived in. He was impressed with how clean Grace kept the apartment.
"Nice place you have here."
Grace actually grimaced, then
smiled, "Thanks. It's not the Taj Mahal, but at least it works for us,"
she replied, joking a little.
They chatted a while longer before
Dan got up to go. He now felt comfortable leaving Poppy. Grace seemed like a
good, responsible person, who, as he understood from what Poppy had told him,
was just a little down on her luck. He wasn't about to hold that against her.
"Well, I should get going." He wrote down his cell phone number.
"Give me a call when they get done. We're only a few minutes away."
They said good bye and Grace moved
over to the window and watched as Dan walked through the parking lot and got
into his car. Grace didn't know much about automobiles but his looked a lot
newer than the ratty old Toyota she drove. Then she stopped. I'm not going to
start feeling sorry for my situation she said to herself. I'm better off now
than with that jerk of a husband. She turned away from the window and became
aware of music coming from the bedroom. It was the bedroom that Sid and his
sister shared. Grace slept on the fold out couch in the living room. The
apartment was small, but she was making the rent payments on time and keeping
food on the table. Her kids were in school and doing pretty well. She smiled.
The music was that 'Rockin' Robin' song that Sid kept singing. She felt like
she knew every word. She went to the refrigerator and checked to see if she had
anything for the kids to drink. They were working hard on this project. They'd
probably need a break soon. She had some orange juice. She hoped that would be
good enough. Later on when the kids took their break the juice was a hit. So
were the cookies Grace had thought to bring home last night at the end of her
shift. Just for a treat.
By the end of Sunday's practice,
things were coming together. They'd gotten over the 'giggles' as Poppy had
called them, and now could sing, 'Tweedle-lee-deedle-lee-dee,
tweedle-lee-dee-dee' without cracking up. And that was a major step. When
Poppy got home later that afternoon, she put another X on the calendar. Less
than a month to go, she thought to herself, both nervous and excited at the
same time. Six more practice sessions. She danced around the room to let off
some tension. Dancing a little rock and roll, like she'd seen Sid doing. She
was still dancing when her mom called her a half hour later for dinner.
Each week was marked by improvement
as Poppy and Sid became more and more confident with their singing. They even
started incorporating 'moves' as they called it into their performance. Dancing
would be the correct term. They worked out a kind of routine that was based on
choreographed steps like many of the singers back in the 50's and 60's did.
Poppy and Sid used Poppy's mom's iPhone to look up groups on YouTube. Acts like
'The Four Tops' and 'The Temptations' really had some good moves. Poppy and Sid
tried their best to emulate them. But mostly, they were just having fun. The parents,
Grace and Dan and Mary, noticed the change in their kid's behavior. Poppy and
Sid were happy and generally in good moods most of the time. Grace noticed that
Sid was a lot less withdrawn than before. He was cheerful more often than not and
agreeable to help out around the apartment. Dan and Mary were happy to see that
Poppy was beginning to come out of her shell. They didn't expect or necessarily
want their daughter to be anything like a social butterfly, they just wanted
her to be as well adjusted as she could be given the issues she'd had with her
eyes and the bullying she'd gone through in her early years. She seemed to have
put all those bad memories behind her and was now focusing on her singing and
dancing. Most of all, she was having a great time and seemed engaged in her
life, and that was really the most important thing, as least as far as her
parents were concerned.
The following Wednesday at school,
Ms. Swenson asked the two of them to stay a moment after class. She had a list
of all the kids who were performing in the talent show that was now three weeks
away. "It says here that you two are going to be singing a song, is that
correct?"
"Yes, Ms. Swenson," Poppy
answered. "We're going to sing to an old rock and roll song called 'Rockin'
Robin'." Sid stood next to her trying to be calm. He took off his glasses
and nervously cleaned them on the shirt-tail of his flannel shirt. Both the
kids were slightly nervous having to talk alone like this to their teacher.
They both liked her, she was nice, but she was still a figure of authority to
them. You never knew what to expect.
Ms. Swenson smiled. "I know the
song. It has a nice beat to it."
Poppy and Sid visibly relaxed and
nodded, kind of relieved.
"It's just that, you know that
most of the other performers are going to be doing something completely
different." She checked her list again. "I've a few girls singing the
theme song from 'Frozen', a couple of kids performing poems from memory, a few
boys demonstrating karate, kids playing solos on various band instruments, all
kinds of different things." She paused, looking at them before she
continued, "I just don't want you to be disappointed in the outcome."
"I'm not sure I get what you
mean, Ms. Swenson," Poppy said, looking confused.
It was then that Ms. Swenson stopped
and looked at her two students and thought about what she was trying to say.
Both Poppy and Sid, she knew, were outcasts. She knew it to be a fact no matter
how hard she tried to deny it. In spite of that, though, they were both good,
dependable kids who never caused her any trouble. They were quiet and
respectful in class and applied themselves to their studies. All in all, just
nice kids, the kind any teacher loves to have in class. But she was worried
about the talent show coming up and how the other kids in the school would
react to them. She knew how mean some of them could be. She supposed she was
trying to mitigate any possible embarrassment that Poppy and Sid might feel if
their performance didn't go over too well. It was entirely possible that the
talent show could be painful for them, especially if other kids ridiculed and
made fun of them. She knew the reality
of the situation: no matter what she told the other students and how she
implored them to behave, they would do whatever they wanted. Some of them could
be as nasty as could be. It could be disastrous for Poppy and Sid. But then a
hidden memory came to her. She suddenly remembered a time when she was in
junior high school. There had been a talent show then at the end of the school
year and one of the more picked upon students had performed and had been an
unqualified hit. He'd done a ventriloquist act with a dummy dressed up as a
farmer and it had been very funny. He was never picked on again. Maybe
something like that will happen with Poppy and Sid, she thought. Maybe some
good can come out of this. She made her decision.
"Never mind," she said,
smiling at them, "I'm sure your song will be a big hit."
"Thanks, Ms. Swenson,"
Poppy and Sid both said at the same time.
She glanced at the clock on the
wall. "You both better get to your buses. I'll see you tomorrow."
Poppy and Sid hurried out of the
classroom and headed down the hall. "What was that all about?" Sid asked
Poppy, as they pushed through the doors and ran down the steps to where the
buses were parked.
"I have no idea,"
Poppy answered, then added, "But it
sounds like she's looking forward to our song."
They waved good-bye to each other as
they boarded their respective buses. Ms. Swenson watched from the classroom
window. Other kids their age were listening to Taylor Swift and One Direction.
Poppy and Sid were certainly different than most kids. She hoped that everything
turned out Ok for these two courageous students of hers, who were only trying
in their own way, she knew, to be accepted for who they were and to somehow fit
in.
At practice the following weekend,
Poppy suggested that maybe she and Sid should dress differently when they sang
at the talent show. "Maybe we could wear clothes like they wore back in
the '50's," she suggested.
Sid was all for it. "I've
watched Bobby Day's video on YouTube maybe a hundred times, " he said.
Poppy laughed at his exaggeration. "Well, twenty, maybe. Anyway, the girls
mostly are wearing a shirt and a skirt, and the boys are wearing slacks, dress
shirt and a tie."
"Let's go and look at it again,"
Poppy suggested. While they were watching on her parent's computer, Poppy's mom
came in. When the kids told her what they were doing, she had a suggestion.
"I'll get a hold of my
mom," she said. "I think she might be able to help out."
Poppy's grandmother was more than
happy to become involved. She had grown up in the '50's and remembered very
clearly what the kids wore back then. "The girls wore a type of skirt that
was called a 'Poodle Skirt'," she told Poppy when they talked on the phone
later that night. "I'll come over this week and measure you. I'll make one
for you." Poppy's grandmother was an excellent seamstress and could sew
anything.
"Thank you so much,"
Grammy, Poppy said. "I really appreciate it." She was pretty excited.
Grammy loved her granddaughter.
"I'm glad you asked," she said, "I'll use a dark green fabric.
It'll look nice with your hair." She thought for a moment and then added,
"Let me talk to your mom. I might have a top you can wear."
Mary talked to Grammy. She had some
old clothes from when she was a kid and thought for sure she had a top that
Poppy could wear. "It's got black and white narrow horizontal strips. It's
the real deal from that era and I think would look great on Poppy." Mary
trusted her mom's judgment. Grammy also suggested that her daughter buy Poppy a
pair of saddle shoes, which she agreed to do. "Make sure she has socks
that roll down, too," she added. "Then she'll look perfect." And
just like that Poppy's outfit was all set. Sid decided to wear a pair of dress
shoes, white socks, blue jeans rolled up at the bottom, white tee-shirt and a
dark sports coat that he had to wear on special occasions. "This is
special enough for me, as far as I'm concerned," he told Poppy. She
readily agreed.
With their outfits all set, and
their dance moves looking good, the kids felt they were as ready as they'd ever
be. The last weekend before the actual talent show was Memorial Day weekend. When
Sid got to Poppy's house, she greeted him with a big smile. "I've got an
idea. Why don't we take the boom-box out into the garage and run through our
song there? We can keep the door closed. It'll be good to try it in a bigger
room."
They set up the boom-box in the back
of the garage on a work bench and started it up. 'Rockin' Robin' had a break in
it in the middle that lasted about twenty seconds and Poppy and Sid had decided
to fill it with a little dance number. Or 'dance routine' as they sometimes
called it. They copied some of the moves of the kids dancing in the 'Rockin'
Robin' video on YouTube, and they had to admit they felt pretty good about how
it was coming along. If you were to watch them dancing to an old rock and roll
song you would have never guessed that just a few months earlier both Poppy and
Sid were just two fifth grade kids sort of surviving life the best they knew
how. But to see them now, full of confidence and charisma, you won't think they
were the same kids. But they were. And right now their goal was to perform the
song the best that they could.
Practicing in the garage had been a
good idea. The main thing they realized was that they would have to project
their voices when they sang. Singing in a big room like the garage was
different than in a little bedroom. And the theater that the talent show was
going to be held in was a lot bigger than a garage. It was a good thing that by
now they had sung the song a couple of hundred times. They knew it by heart and
with a little practice they could project their voices and still stay in tune.
The next day, Sunday, Poppy's mom
brought her over to Sid's. While the kids went into the back bedroom to
practice, Mary and Grace sat at the little round table that separated the
kitchen and living room. Grace had made some coffee and the two women sat
chatting. They had become friendly over the last month, both mothers enjoying
seeing their kids coming out of their respective shells.
"I'm so happy that Sid and
Poppy are friends," Grace remarked. "Poppy had been a great influence
on him."
"Well, he's been just the same
for her," Mary added. "She used to be so quiet and a bit
withdrawn."
"I just hope the kids aren't
too disappointed at the talent show."
"I know what you mean. They've
put so much into it."
From the bedroom the moms could hear
the music start up. They both smiled.
"I'll probably never get that
song out of my heard," Grace said.
Mary laughed, "Really...It's a
good thing it's so catchy." Grace nodded, smiling. Then Mary asked,
"Are you going to the show?"
"I'm planning on it. Doesn't it
start around 6:00 pm on Thursday?"
"Yes. My mom and dad are
meeting us at our home and we'll drive them over. Poppy's brother is coming
too. Maybe we can meet and sit together."
"I've already put in for the
evening off." She stopped and then said, "I have a favor to ask. Could
you pick up Sid and take him for me? I have to work until 6:00 pm. I'll just be
able to make it to the show if I hurry."
Mary readily agreed. "How about
Sid's sister?"
"I've got a sitter coming for
her."
"How about if we take her with
us. I'm sure she wouldn't want to miss her brother's performance."
They both laughed at Mary's joke.
Than Grace agreed, "Sure that would be wonderful. Maybe we can go out
somewhere afterwards and celebrate."
Mary nodded, "Yeah,
hopefully." She made a fingers-crossed sign as both mothers looked down
the hall toward the room where 'Rockin' Robin' was playing yet again. Both
mothers looked at each other, silently wishing the best for the kids, each of
whom had put so much into getting ready for the show.
And they had. But Poppy and Sid
looked at what they were doing differently than their parents did. To them, it
was all about having fun. They'd been slightly self conscious in the beginning
when they first started singing together but had quickly gotten over it. They
enjoyed the song. They enjoyed practicing together. They enjoyed coming up with
their dance moves and they enjoyed planning their outfits. The experience was
new to them. They were used to being in the background and they were Ok with
that. But this was a chance to do something out of the ordinary. To test themselves,
so to speak. To come out of their shells. And really, they had spent so much of
their lives being social outcasts, they really didn't care what other people
thought. They just wanted to do the best they could for themselves. By the time
they had finished practicing on Sunday, they felt they were as ready as they'd
ever be. Thursday couldn't come fast enough for them.
On Tuesday, Ms. Swenson told
everyone who would be performing that the next day after school there was going
to be a 'sound check' as she called it. "We are going to do a quick run
through of each of your performances," she said. "We want to make
sure the sound system is set and ready to go."
Poppy and Sid just looked at each
other. Sound system? What was that all about?
Poppy raised her hand and Ms.
Swenson acknowledged her. "I'm not sure what you mean, by 'sound
check'," she said, to a few giggles rippling through the class.
"We have a microphone and
speakers that need to be coordinated for whatever you are going to do. If you
are doing a reading, for example, we have to check the sound volume. " She
saw the confused look on Poppy's face. "For you and Sid, we have to check
how you sound when you sing into the microphone." More giggles ran through
the classroom, which Ms. Swenson stopped with stern look and a sharp,
"Quiet."
Poppy looked at Sid who was
perspiring and nodded. "Oh, Ok."
Ms. Swenson went on to talk about
other things. When she wrapped up she said, "So tomorrow after school,
we'll meet in the Little Theater. That's where the show will take place."
Within ten seconds Sid passed a note
back to Poppy. 'What the heck?' it read.
She answered with a note of her own,
'Don't worry, we'll be fine.'
Sid wrote back, 'I hope so.'
Poppy thought she noticed a drop of
perspiration on the corner of the paper.
And as it turned out, they were fine. The next day after classes
ended all of the kids performing on Thursday met at the Little Theater, which
was exactly like it sounded. Picture an old time movie theater that had been
cut in half and you get what the school's Little Theater was like. There was a
raised stage in front and thirty rows of seats slopping up away from it toward
the back where two wide doors served as the entrance. The theater was used for
all sorts of presentations and even rented out to the public on occasion. It
seated around five hundred people.
When Poppy and Sid's turn came for
sound check, they handed their CD to Mr. Rothchild, a science teacher at the
school who was in charge of setting up the sound system. He had the two kids
stand on the stage and positioned the microphone between them. He was a nice,
kind man. "Do you kids want another mic?" he asked, as Poppy and Sid
stared out over the empty auditorium, eyes wide, mouths suddenly dry, trying
their best not to freak out.
"No, Mr. Rothchild," Sid
finally spat out. "One is more than enough," which caused Poppy to laugh out loud, breaking the tense
mood.
"Don't worry, you kids will do
fine," Mr. Rothchild said, as he moved over to some sort of monitor with a
lot of buttons on it. "Now talk into the mic."
The set up took a only a few minutes
and when they were done Mr. Rothchild told them they were all set. He'd made some
notes and told them that when they were ready to perform, he'd make sure all
the sound levels would be fine. He could see they were visibly nervous.
"Tomorrow, when you get out on stage, just look at each other, make eye
contact, smile, take a deep breath and let it all out. That will help get rid
of your nerves. You've practiced this song, haven't you?" Both Poppy and
Sid nodded somewhat soberly. "Then you have nothing to worry about. Go and
sing it a few more times. Do your routine one more time and you'll be fine."
As the kids started to slowly walk away, he tapped them each on the shoulder.
"Remember, it's supposed to be fun," he said, giving them each a fist
bump. "You'll do great."
Mr. Rothchild's advice really helped calm the
kid's nerves and they did exactly like he told them. They left the school and
walked to Poppy's house. It was the last week in May and the air was clean and
fresh. They sang all the way home, getting rid of their nerves and causing more
than a few passing motorists to smile and give them an encouraging car horn
honk. The next day was Thursday. 'Show time' as Sid put it when Poppy called
him that night.
"Are you nervous?" she
asked him. "I kind of am."
"Yeah, I know what you mean,
but I keep thinking of what Mr. Rothchild said. We have practiced this song a
lot." He emphasized have.
"Standing on the stage was
weird. It was so high off the ground."
"I know. It kind of freaked me
out, but I'm glad we did it. Now we know what to expect."
Poppy nodded into the phone,
agreeing. It felt good to talk to Sid. He was pretty level headed about the
whole thing. By the time they hung up, she was feeling better. Calmer. Ready to
go. And when she woke up the next day it was Thursday, and it really was 'show
time' just like Sid had said.
Friday was the last day of the
school year so Thursday was really a day of celebration. The teachers tried to
corral the hyper-active energy of the kids by using most of the day as a field
day. Kids from first grade through fifth grade signed up for outdoor events and
games that started at 10:00 am and lasted until 2:00 pm. Then there was an
awards ceremony from 2:00 until 3:00 pm when the buses came to take the kids
home. The talent show started at 6:00 pm and the participants needed to be at
the school by 5:30 pm to get ready. The day before a drawing had been held so
that each performer knew when they were scheduled. Poppy and Sid got the last
spot. There were eleven performers in front of them.
Since they were signed up for the
talent show, Poppy and Sid didn't have to be involved in any of the field day
events unless they wanted to, which they didn't. The day was pleasantly warm
and they just hung around outside, watching the events, walking around and
talking, anticipating how the evening would go. They were at the same time both
excited and nervous. But in the end they knew they were as ready as they'd ever
be and they couldn't wait to put all their good work out there for others to
see.
The plan was for Dan to pick up Sid
and his little sister at their apartment at 5:00 pm and bring them over to
Poppy's where the kids would finalize getting ready. Then he'd take them to the
school, drop them off at 5:30 and go back for Mary and the two little kids.
Poppy's Grammy and Grandfather would meet them at the house. Grace would meet
all of them at the Little Theater a little after 6:00 pm after she got off
work.
When Sid got to Poppy's and saw her
for the first time, all decked out in her new poodle skirt, black and white
shirt and saddle shoes, he clapped his hands and grinned, "You look great,
Poppy, just like a teenager from the '50's."
Poppy actually blushed,
"Thanks. I owe it all to my mom and Grammy." Then she inspected Sid
more closely, "Hey, what's that in your hair?"
"Do you like it?" Sid asked, nervously. "I thought it looked kind of cool." His mom had brought home some Top Brass hair product from the grocery store to help with his 'look'. He had slicked his hair back into duck-tails, thinking it made him look like the guys dancing in the '50's video. He hadn't told Poppy about it, wanting to surprise her instead.
"Do you like it?" Sid asked, nervously. "I thought it looked kind of cool." His mom had brought home some Top Brass hair product from the grocery store to help with his 'look'. He had slicked his hair back into duck-tails, thinking it made him look like the guys dancing in the '50's video. He hadn't told Poppy about it, wanting to surprise her instead.
"I love it," she said and
touched his hair carefully. "Just the right amount of gunky grease."
She laughed and so did Sid. She checked out his look. His slicked back hair
went great with his blue jeans, white tee-shirt, dress shoes and dark sport
coat. Together with her outfit, she was sure that people would be surprised.
"We look great, if I do say so myself," she said, meaning it. It was
getting to be fun, dressing up and acting different. Almost like Halloween, but
without the candy. "What did your mom think?"
"She loved it," Sid said.
"She'll be there a little after 6:00."
Just then Poppy's Dad came in.
"Alright, you two, let's get this show on the road."
Poppy grabbed the CD and started for
the front door, only to be intercepted by her mom. "Just a second, young
lady, let me get a good look at you." She held her daughter at arm's
length and made her spin around, poodle dress flaring. "You look
fantastic," she finally said. "Let me take some pictures." She
made Poppy and Sid pose as she snapped a bunch of photos with her iphone, the
kids mugging for her and goofing around. Finally she was done. "Go knock
'em dead." She gave them each a hug. "Look for us all out in the
audience."
The kids hustled out the door with
Mary watching, hoping that all would go well for her daughter and her friend.
She glanced at the clock. 5:20 pm. Less than an hour until show time.
For Poppy and Sid, the hardest part
of the whole evening was waiting. By performing last, they had to sit off to
the side of the stage through eleven different acts. A couple of kids sang
songs, and they were really good, especially a shy, reserved girl in fourth
grade who belted out the theme song from 'Frozen'. When she was done, the crowd
erupted in applause. Poppy gave Sid a look, like Yikes, as they clapped for her.
"She was great," Poppy said. "No kidding," Sid agreed. They
both started to feel some butterflies kick in. Other performances weren't as
good. One kid played a solo on his trombone that fell kind of flat in more ways
than one. He finished to some scattered hand claps. Poppy and Sid clapped
loudly, feeling a little sorry for him. They noticed that the crowded was thinning
as each kid performed. Sid leaned over to Poppy, "At this rate, the only
people left will be people who know us."
"Maybe that's Ok," Poppy
replied. "Less to worry about."
Sid laughed a little thinking maybe
she was right.
When the kid before them finished a
demonstration of karate, Ms. Swenson came over to where they'd been standing
behind the curtain on the side of the stage.
"Are you both all set?"
she asked. She was wearing a bright blue velvet dress and a string of pearls.
She looked hot and a little flustered, but she put on a big smile for Poppy and
Sid. She really wanted them to do well.
"We are, Ms. Swenson."
Poppy said, with Sid nodding.
"When I introduce you, do you
want me to use your names, or do you have a name for yourselves?
Poppy and Sid knew exactly what she
was talking about and they had discussed what they should call themselves at
length. They'd toyed with many names before finally settling on one. The one
that had been obvious all along.
"Yes, we have," Poppy
said, looking at Sid, who gave her the 'thumbs up' sign. "You can call us
'The Rockin' Robins'."
With that Ms. Swenson walked out on
the stage and said into the microphone, "And now, direct from the year 1958
to you, I present...'The Rockin Robins'.
Poppy and Sid hurried out onto the
stage to smattering of applause, settled by the microphone, looked at each
other, took deep breaths and let them out. And when the first strains of their
song started up, they weren't outcast fifth graders from Ms. Swenson's class
anymore. They were cool rock and rollers from the '50's singing and dancing for
all they were worth. And by the time the song was over, the audience was not
only clapping for them, but clapping with them. Everyone was smiling. Their
parents were cheering. Poppy and Sid were a hit. Sorry, 'The Rockin' Robins'
were a hit. Poppy and Sid were just along for the ride.
Afterward Dan and Mary treated everyone
to a treat at a local ice cream shop. Grace was there along with Grammy and
Grandpa, Poppy and Sid, of course, and their brother and sister. They sat at a
big round table eating ice cream and talking.
Poppy and Sid just took it all in, happy to see everyone else so happy.
They thought their performance went pretty well. There were a few glitches in
some of their dance moves, but their voices couldn't have sounded any better.
All their practice had really paid off. Even the kids in their class that happened
to attend thought their performance was pretty cool. The talent show ended with
certificates of participation being handed out to all the performers. Then
special ribbons were awarded for the first three places. 'The Rockin' Robins'
won for third place. When their names were announced Poppy and Sid just sat for
a moment, stunned, until Mary prodded her daughter. "Get going," she
said, pushing Poppy to her feet. She and Sid went to the stage to accept their
ribbon, both embarrassed and proud at the same time. The crowd clapped and gave
them a big, heart-felt cheer. The kids never expected to win anything, they
were just doing it for fun. As they left the stage, Ms. Swenson gave them a
'thumbs up'. She was smiling and clapping along with everyone else.
After they finished their ice cream
celebration, the parents and grandparents sat around talking. They were all
impressed with the kids. Poppy's poodle dress was a hit. Grammy was all smiles accepting
everyone's complements. When asked about the hair product she'd brought for
Sid, Grace just laughed, saying, "It was just one of those spur of the
moment things. I'd overheard the kids talking about their 'look' and thought
the slicked back style would look good on Sid. I'm glad he liked it."
In general, the parents and
grandparents couldn't have been prouder of Poppy and Sid. Over the years they
had all agonized with their kids as they were mistreated, sometimes bullied,
and often times ostracized for being different. It was good to see them, now,
accepted, if that was the right word for it. But for Poppy and Sid, they looked
at the whole thing in a entirely different way. They didn't do what they did to
be accepted. They were used to being outsiders. No, they did it just for the
fun of it. If pushed they might have agreed that it was fun to have been in the
limelight for just a few minutes, but that wasn't really such a big deal for them.
They were happy with how their lives were and were adjusted to being looked at
as different. They didn't need the recognition of others. All they needed was
to know that they had challenged themselves and had done the best they could.
And they did, and that's what they were happy about.
While the adults talked inside,
Poppy and Sid when and sat outside on a bench near the entrance. They were
still dressed up, still looking like they had just stepped out of a Dick Clark
show from the '50's. People walked by, some acknowledging them, others ignoring
them. It was all fine with Poppy and Sid. They were starting to come down a little
from the evening and they were both in mellow, reflective moods.
"What do you think?" Poppy
asked Sid. "Did you have a good time?"
"I did. I thought we did great.
How about you?"
"Yeah, it was fun." She
looked out over the parking lot. The sun had set into a sky glowing a summery
mauve. The evening had a calm, peaceful feel to it. "I'm not sure I'd do
it again, though."
"How come? Too much work?"
"No, not at all. That was part
of what we had to do to do a good job."
"What, then?"
"While we were up there,
singing and dancing and the music was playing and all the people were looking
at me, I had a weird kind of vision."
"Like a dream or
something?"
Poppy laughed a little, shaking her
head no. "Well, kind of. You probably aren't going to believe it."
Sid looked at his friend, wondering
what was going through her mind. "Try me. What?"
"I started thinking about this
book I was reading, and I pictured, just for a moment, me just sitting in my
bedroom, reading my book, and having it nice and peaceful and quiet."
Sid burst out laughing. "You're
kidding. With all that was going on, you started thinking about reading?"
Poppy laughed, too. "I told you
it was weird. I couldn't help it. It just came to me and then it was
gone."
Sid put his arm around Poppy and
gave her a friendly hug. "You know, I kind of get it." Then he
paused, "Sometimes I'd think about walking in the woods when we were
practicing. I never told you."
Poppy smiled, "Maybe were
aren't cut out to be performers. You know, be people who enjoy being on the
stage."
"Yeah, maybe you're
right." Sid started drumming his finger on his thigh. "I have to
admit, though, it was kind of fun."
Poppy patted his shoulder, "It
was. I'll never forget it." She smiled an inner-secret kind of smile,
"We'll always be 'The Rockin' Robins.' Sid smiled back at and nodded,
agreeing. Then she added, "I don' t think I ever would have done it
without you."
"Me either," Sid said and
sat for a moment looking out into the night. It felt good to be there with
Poppy. They were so comfortable with each other. He never expected six months
ago that he'd have a friend, let alone someone like Poppy, to be able to just
hang out with. He looked over at her. She grinned at him, kind of like she knew
just what he was thinking. And what he was thinking was that Poppy was right,
that no matter what the future held for them, they would always have the memory
of when they were 'The Rockin' Robins' and for just a few minutes they were
something nobody ever expected them to be. And it had been pretty fun.
Tomorrow was the last day of school
and then it was on to summer vacation. Who knew what would happen after that?
For now they were content to just sit on the bench, reliving the evening,
lightly tapping their fingers to the music of 'Rockin' Robin', the song that
brought them together and bonded them to a friendship that could last for who
knew how long, but just maybe for the rest of their lives.